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8:03 p.m. - 2003-12-24 high above and the screaming shades of pale in my head are echoing the memories of forgotten dreams. there used to be something inside me, and i took it out. a deceptively shining gem with a thousand glittering facets, dark and bright, green like an emerald, blue like a duck, heavier than a thought but lighter than any meaning, and i threw it far, far out over the rustling canopy of a rain forest. standing on the precarious path of my marriage, i took out the hope that kept us alive and threw it away, and vowed never to regret the loss. some nights i lie awake and wonder why it was so bright, and sometimes i wonder why i threw it so far away, and sometimes i wonder why i remember it at all.
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