10:43 a.m. - 2004-03-04
snow
there's so much in my head these days, but so little of it that i can articulate, even to myself.
i can sympathize with dave - there are things i'm hesitant to put in here sometimes, only because of the people that i know might be reading it - then again, most of the time i don't worry too much about it. this isn't for you, it's for my own entertainment and amusement, and if it happens to do that for anyone else, fine. great. peachy. we all need entertainment.
i'm torn about moving back to vancouver again. as far as cities go, it's a great one to live in, and if i'm going to be studenting again i'll need to be there anyway, but still... there's a few things there that i still feel i'd like to escape. on the other hand, there are a lot of things (and people) there that i'm really looking forward to being close to again. i'm still trying to work out what, exactly, i feel about my crush, and how much i'm looking forward to being in the same city as him again. there are definite bonuses to that, but it also means i'm going to have to start thinking about what our relationship might be - at the moment, it's incredibly casual, since we hardly see each other, but that might change. or not. and do i want it to?
yeah. i dunno.
today was a fabulous day at the mountain - it's been snowing since six this morning, and it's light, fluffy, wonderful stuff. i'm so sore i can hardly move, and tomorrow will likely be even better. yummy. nothing like blasting through powder like velvet feathers, dodging trees and rocks and unexpected drops. well. sometimes i don't quite miss the drops. on the plus side, i only had to dig myself out of one treewell today. very good.
mom's planning on calling in sick tomorrow, so we'll be able to play out there together. i'm really looking forward to it, as we haven't had much chance to play together this winter.
