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1:11 p.m. - 2005-07-17 between film and being a carnie, i've managed to stay fairly busy and still find plenty of time to think so far this summer. the problem is that i'm no closer to answers. i still spend most of my free time with crios, and still find him endearing, patient, loving, gentle and wonderful, but i still don't know if this is really what i want. when i dream, it's dark. oppressive. i'm trapped, or running, and the things i resign myself to are... disturbing. i don't know how to think about my dreams. i don't know what i'm trying to tell myself.
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