8:51 p.m. - 2013-10-06
Which he doesn't know what it is.
I know the feeling, and yet I'm here trying to sort it out, instead of hiding and trying to run away from it.
He says, as though it should be some consolation, that he is much more attracted to me than he is to them.
He says that it was seeing K that made him realize that going on dates with her did not detract from what he has with me.
And so he thinks that it is ok for me to date.
I think so too, but I still don't feel like we are on the same page.
I don't even think we are using the same book.